Imperfect life

People say happiness is a choice. Yes I do agree with that.

 But when I've chosen happiness it's not that easy to live with it, when this non-sense blue-mood keeps sticking in my back while I'm moving. Life is a constant changing and we shouldn't look back.

Sometimes those flashbacks are running in my head. Sometimes we miss those times, those persons whom destined to be with us in a short period of time. Each of us has time in other people life. We give something for their life, and they are meant something for us as well. Each presence has taught us deep lessons. 

Choosing to be happy means living with those memories and chin up to move forward. People come and people go. Some people left scars in our heart, but hey they're simply adding different colors to our life. 

Life is about choices, it is God who let it happens. We have to learn to loosen up our life string. May every lesson we've taken these days has taught us to be a better person.  

I write this for myself, who's been pulling the string so hard and end up wounded. Removing the scars is not that easy, but it's always worth trying. Someone said laughter will deaden our heart, this time i might need this laughter effect. 

Laugh harder if you feel like crying. To forget that you've made wrong decisions in career, losing someone, lack of money, feel farther to your dream, confuse and those problems you might want to forget. Come here, we will laugh harder until we're ready to face the world again with a smile, wider than before. :) 

We are just celebrating our imperfect life and choose to be happy with it anyway.