atiek//puspa

Minggu-minggu terakhir ini bisa dibilang cukup berat, tapi rasanya tidak cukup berat dibandingkan teman saya yang lain. Ujian saya tarik semua ke minggu ini, tersisa 1 ujian di minggu depan, deadline 3 tugas kantor, dan pikiran yang sulit sekali konsentrasi. Apa akibatnya? Telat kuliah, mengantuk di kelas, pulang dini hari dari kantor.. Ah itu biasa. Memang biasa tapi saya merasa belum bisa menyelesaikan permasalahan yang ditimbulkannya dengan baik. Bisa dibilang kuliah sekarang beda dengan saat saya S1, dengan jumlah mahasiswa yang lebih amat sangat sedikit, ditambah predikat mahasiswa magister yang rasanya dituntut untuk bersikap lebih dewasa dan bertanggung jawab. Di hari kuliah saya bersama dosen senior, saya terlambat. Setengah jam! Cilakanya dosen ini selalu datang 5 menit sebelum kuliah. Cilaka lagi beliau professor senior. Cilaka lagi 2 teman saya pun terlambat. Habislah habis. Beliau bertanya kenapa saya terlambat. Dengan polosnya saya jawab habis lembur sampai jam setengah 3

I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me I wanna touch and hold you forever But you’re still in my dream And I can’t stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life But I still have a time to break a silence When you love someone Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you When you hold your love Don’t ever let it go Or you will loose your chance To make your dreams come true… I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say… “hello” And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life When you love someone Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you When you hold your love Don’t ever let it go Or you will loose your chance To make your dreams come true… And I never thought that I’m so strong I stuck on you and wait so long But when love comes it can’t be wrong Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want Cause love will find the way…. When you love someone Just

What's a soulmate? Well, it's like a best friend, but more. It's the one person in the world that knows you better than anyone else. It's someone who makes you a better person, well, actually they don't make you a better person - you do that yourself because they inspire you. A soulmate is someone who you carry with you forever. It's the one person who knew you, and accepted you, and believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. And no matter what happens... you will always love them. Finding a soul mate phase, mental war -------- Caution! I believe one of the toughest situations you can be ever faced with is deciding whether you should just move on or hold on a little tighter. Move on, and maybe you'll lose a chance at the best thing that could have ever happened, or hold on and have the possibility of your heart being broken. Too many times we put our hearts on the line, hoping that this time, things are going to be different. And too m

A song from Duffy.. the 'A-HA' song .. :D It was just my mistake Thinking you cared It was just my mistake Thinking you'd be there That you'd be by my side And that you wouldn't lie My mistake It was just my false hope Thinking we'd last, yeah It was just my false hope Forgot all your pests All those girls you denied Smashed up hearts hung out to dry I know it's wrong Hanging on too long But I beat 'em all Hanging on too long I was a fool for you Right from the start, yeah I was a fool for you Hoping for a spark For some kind of sign That you would be mine My heart was clutching To what felt right My head was hoping It could put up a fight And I know it's wrong Hanging on too long And I need to move on I'm hanging on too long