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It takes a night to make it dawn

Seberapa cepat kita mengetahui maksud dari segala tantangan yang kita hadapi hari ini?
1 hari, 2 hari, 3 hari, atau lebih. Atau bahkan hanya beberapa jam saja. Buat saya makna segala turun naiknya emosi beberapa hari ini datang relatif lebih cepat.

Mungkin setelah emosi negatif berhasil dikeluarkan dengan baik, otak dan hati menjadi lebih lapang dan lebih cepat menangkap maksud dari semua ini.

Oh, I LOVE YOU GOD so much.

Begini siklusnya.
Beberapa hari belakangan emosi negatif menguasai, down-moments. Namun saya merasa cukup berhasil mengeluarkan semuanya, mungkin ada bekasnya sesekali, tapi tak apa. Lalu menjadi semakin tebal, semakin kebal. Pada titik itulah, makna dari berbagai kejadian bisa diambil. Kira-kira hanya butuh 1 hari 1 malam dari waktu terakhir 'ujian' saya saat ini.

Huff.. These past few days and weeks, many heartbreaking moments have led me to refocusing my path, start finding my passion, and take those heartbreaking-thingy as a distraction. :)

It takes a night to make it dawn.
Although it's still night now, at least i enjoy it until the dawn come.

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Floresiana Yasmin said…
yah, kok ga disebut lesson learned nya apa Tiek?
December 21, 2009 at 5:55 PM
atiek said…
lesson learned : apa ya, ya ditampar aja min untuk kembali fokus pada mimpi gw. terbuai gw terbuai kenyamanan
December 22, 2009 at 12:25 PM
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