atiek//puspa

I got to post this as a reminder for myself. I have all, I can see, I can hear, I can talk, I can read, I can recite, I live in big Muslim population, I have access to knowledge. I have everything, yet, I ....... No wonder Syeikh Fahad cried. If he felt embarassed..... How should I feel? Ukhti Rebecca, may Allah guide you.... If it wasn't because this episode, I wouldn't ever know this kind of struggle.. Guide us by the Quran, o Allah... :'((

Often I am afraid with my energy, it flares, sometimes pushing other without me noticing While you, you stay like a cool breeze your steadiness is abiding I am the one who hold the book open while you, you remain a mystery that force us learning to be unassuming with each other invite me to submit and look deeper, to listen to feel to observe, closer you, is you like me we are unequivocal human being with history, feelings, and aspirations we live with our own wounds from the past walking toward future upon those scars it will not be easy but aren't we learn the most from difficulties? I hope we both have the courage to think to discuss to learn these will not come fast, nor I expect you to be but, i am sure that your simplicity will overcome my shelves of worry despite my limitations, do i have something to offer?